"I am a very private person, yet I am an open BOOK. If you don’t ask…I won’t tell."



3 months ago with 24 notes Reblog 
tagged as: please don't judge bc i'm very fragile;  hi.. this is me;  personal;  Yo;  



9 months ago with 16 notes Reblog 

1:30am you guys and it’s officially my birthday, yeap so goodbye twenties and hello thirties.

There’s one single gif that explains how i feel right now…

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tagged as: happy 30th birthday 2 me;  personal;  



1 year ago with 22 notes Reblog 

I GOT TIRED OF MY ICON PIC, SO THIS IS MY NEW PHOTO

tagged as: YO;  me;  personal;  



1 year ago with 12 notes Reblog 

It’s officially My Birthday, I was born 29 years ago at 1:30 am

I don’t know why i don’t feel like someone of 29, I guess it’s because my inner kid/teen refuses to die, but i love that.

tagged as: Happy Birthday;  Happy Birthday to me;  personal;  my god in one year i'm going to the 30's;  YO;  



1 year ago with 4 notes Reblog 

guys i’m drunk!

this happens when I hit my post limit (earlier than expected) and I have nothing to do… 

btw…. Cheers! yeah that’s me

tagged as: I hope do not start posting personal stuff;  yo;  personal;  



2 years ago with 28 notes Reblog 

I Just Vote :)

This is my little finger… Proof of my vote

And this is for you Chavez… you fucking cunt!

tagged as: presidential election 2012;  venezuela;  capriles;  enrique capriles;  I hate you chavez you fucking cunt;  personal;  



2 years ago with 18 notes Reblog 
tagged as: My Post;  from today;  just me;  me;  personal;  photo;  picture;  YO;  



2 years ago with 6 notes Reblog 

HEY GUYS: New THEME from my blog…

Now I have 6 links for my stuff… Check it out… hope you like it :)

tagged as: personal;  my blog;  new theme;  theme;  goodbye to the black color;  



2 years ago with 18 notes Reblog 

Why people have to apologize for post/reblog certain things? I mean, it’s your blog! You have complete freedom to do what you want, this is not Fakebook, people should respect your blog, because your blog is an extension of your personality… Just saying.

tagged as: respect;  your blog;  don't say sorry;  fakebook;  facebook;  Don't be sorry;  personal;  random;  just saying;  tumblr;  people;  criticisms;  no regret;  be yourself;  My Post;  express;  fandom;  gay;  bi;  straight;  boy;  girl;  lesvian;  don't apologize;  



2 years ago with 3 notes Reblog 
Anonymous
Have you ever thought about suicide?

Yes, I thought about it, but not as literal action, but yes as a negative thought (always starts that way I guess) let me explain ok?


Years ago, exactly in my last year of college, I had so many problems, financial problems because I was out of work, and my university was rather expensive, especially in my last semester. I had serious problems with one of my teachers, i depended on him to graduate. The relationship that i  had at that time was the worst of my life, that guy almost destroys me, and  the parents of my best friends had died, and one of my best friends (the only straight boy friend I ever had ) was interned in a psychiatric.


My depression was extreme, even worse than when I lost my dad. I don’t know what to do, so many things at once. I Just wanted to sleep for long hours, and wake up and hoping that everything was fine. But NO. Well I had that bad thought of suicide, as the typical easy way out (like people say), misused phrase, because I hate when people say: that person committed suicide, he/she was weak and took an easy way out… that’s so stupid, criticize without knowing what happened to that person. But what came after was worse, guilt, regret, for having thought of that.

The most strangest thing about all that was I started having dreams with my dad, and he told me: you are not alone, I’m going to help, I have always been with you. Then I met a person who helped me a lot, because I could to vent and talk about what was happening to me.

Now I’m afraid of dying, I pray to god to give me a chance to be happy, because I’ve never really been happy, though I have bad days, I’m fighting, fighting to exit the hole where I am and really start living.

Why do you ask me this? Do you have problems? We can talk privately, and I can help in any way possible if you wish, for real. I’M HERE

(So sorry for the length of the message, but this is one of my biggest flaw, I extend myself a lot when I want to explain something)

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